Professing Sweet Love

I decided to sit in my balcony so that I could get a better view of the stars. Well it was an excuse, actually I just sat looking at the sky considering she is also under the same sky, looking at the same star and our eyes might meet. We think crazily when we are in love. We consider the farthest, unrealistic and impossible imagination to come true.

“BABY” she asked getting a bit annoyed after a long silence. Still I was silent. I always have something to say but to express such felling’s someone should be quite and patience.

“Muuhaaa” She kissed shamelessly on the phone. Initially I was shocked, though it was an ecstatic moment but still I remained calm to show some decency.

Ohh yeah. She can do that. Except everything from our generations guys and gals. That’s how we express our freedom of expression. We wished to dream and also accept the consequences willingly of our proposed naughty thoughts. We often make weird walls against our loved ones… not because we don’t want them to be near to us yet we think the wall will secure them and they might never leave us. A kind way to believe, indeed. Yet human nature is such that one always caves for more, this time she wanted to do more and I wanted to say more.

“Do you miss me tell me the truth”- Teasingly I said. I see no hiccups. She was confused what to reply.

Though I believe in female empowerment but ironically- for me it will take only a step to get close to her but it will take same one step to cross all her limitations and come to me. We have to cross all the hurdles and take a step up only to taste this sweet thing.

“Really I missed you so much” She said with an urge.

I can feel the pain and agony in her words, I wanted to speak more but I kept silent just to feel all her feelings that she was feeling about me. It is not necessary to speak how much we love sometimes just gesture’s do the work. 

“How is life” I asked.

Knowing she is fine and leading a good life but still a formal way to start a long conversation.

“I am fine how’s yours” she replied

“I am good my baby” I replied with full strength of mind. I never lose any opportunity stating how lucky I am being with her.

 We were happy; nothing to regret at least what we said was understood by both of us

 From the last five hours we were talking and still we were in a no mood of hanging up. Our mind is an unstoppable machine and it speeds up when we are in love. We will imagine the farthest, impossible, the most adventurous and supernatural ways were we could meet.

Early a long time ago I got in touch with her. I never imagined that we could come this far in our relationship but I wanted her to replicate happiness and friendship. As soon as we were brought by the social network, we decided to speak which sparked. She was a most ground to earth girl I have ever met. She was always very calm but quite possessive. I was often aggressive with my words which I regretted later. Initially I was confused trying to talk liberally or commandingly to a stranger with no conversation link ups. Still we are together and going really strong surprisingly, we still choose and respect our individual life and  have ‘Our small little world of you and me’ as the back-up to fight against all the odds in life.

Indeed I understand what being in love is. They say sometimes it takes a lifetime to actually find someone who genuinely loves you. But for me it was just a realization when I hopelessly accepted her to be a vital part of my life. Perhaps that part of my life becomes the most vital and sweetest one. I guess 

Perhaps that part of my life became the most vital and sweetest one

With all the positive philosophy, I cannot ignore the fact that we wanted to meet, touch, feel the most adoring kiss that we have imagined and share the warmest hug of my lifetime with the one we love so much.

In the end I hung up giving the sweetest warning but in a strong voice

“I have  never been loved and appreciated so much……. Don’t pamper me like you do to the kids” she was quite may be she wondered “how come my love will spoil you that to when you love me with no conditions apply”

There was stunned silence followed by soft giggling then loud giggling the finally laughing out loudly.

I think this is only called professing sweet love.

NOTE:-The characters above belongs to my very close friend.I hearty thank them for sharing their love story with me.Thanks Neeti 

Amorous Amor

Sometimes everything just comes together. All of a sudden, here my elation of life was found .The atmosphere became vivacious.My fubaristic life was was changed into a world were pink is the new blue of the sky which reflects your smile and the dark dense eyebrows above the big beautiful eyes is visible on the screen of the universe converging me a message that we are made for each other. There was silence .Tranquility appeared all around and I found the soul of my life.

The serendipity allowed me to followed .

It was me.i choose this.I choose all this.this distance,this long distance has been waiting for me my entire life,ever since civilization started ,Adam and Eve met a million billion years ago.This has been waiting for me right here.I have been moving towards it my entire life .The minute i was born every breath i have taken , every action has been leading to meet you and now  my born objective was accomplished.

Seeing the dreams from your black eyes and speaking the words from your pink lips.Imagining the beauty of life and the picture of the world where -you + me  would be everything for you and being with you would be everything for me.It is knows to everyone that no one can do love it just happens.Sometimes it takes years to happen or sometimes just an instant is needed.For me it was just a warm and cozy NAMESTEY to fall. Seriously, being loved and to be in love is the best feeling in life.Indeed.

Kung Fu Panda so beautifully put forward this thought – there’s no extra charge for double awesomeness.

AHSAAS

I still hear your voice like you are talkin to me..

i still feel the touch that you are next to me.

i still feel the dreams that i am gettin of you..

forgive me my weakness but i dont know why..

without you its hard to survive....

coz everytime you touch i feel ecstacy

coz everytime you kissed i swear i could fly

coz everytime i talk i get this feeling...

cant you feel my heartbeat fast....

i want this to last need you by my side

your voice were my prayers

your laugs were my sky

you wipe away the tears that i cry

good and bad times we have been through..

you made me rise when i am low..

coz everytime you touched i get this feelin

coz everytime you kissed i am on the cloud..

coz everytime you teased me i felt you are mine

cant you feel my heartbeat so......

i won't let you go...

want you in my life

The Best Damn Thing "LOVE"

There is no season that lies right up there with the monsoon, is the winter and blessed are we both to live in this part of the world to witness its beauty. I welcomed the lovely winter, to witness the morning drizzle, that rejuvenating bath in the rains, the ideal cold temperature, her fragrance .The winter this time had brought much more, the love of my life.

I went to my balcony, the fog covered morning, the birds chirping, tranquil atmosphere. I spread my arms in the air to feel her in the air and soon I noticed a cool breeze with her fragrance passed through my body. The breeze were never so intoxicating. I felt her warm tight hug. I felt her sensation all over my body.

Its not that I am addicted to talking day and nights on phones or chatting, it’s the person whom I am addicted . when she says go away , I don’t want to talk or don’t call me anytime , its not because she actually wants me to go, she wants to pull me close and say you are mine , you can’t leave me.

When she says I’m not getting sleep and wants to talk its not that she is needy , I know she has a lot many friends around her who can accompany her but she choose me to talk because I know I am special. I get all these kind of special privilege.

When she act possessive and says you should not talk with girls other than me, its not because she is mean its like she is afraid of loosing me and my love.

When I hold her hand and she look to my eyes , her eyes get wet , its not because she is happy or sad its like she could see her complete world in me.

When she is hurt and cries in front of me . I’ll wipe her tears and say her I am here na. may be I can’t solve your problem but I promise that at each and every trouble you’ll not be alone.

All her friends say that she is moody , arrogant and complex. Its hard to convince them but I’ll say she is simple , very simple . just one has to understand her and all she wants is me , my time and my unconditional love for her .

I don’t have to show off in order to impress her. All I have to do her is love her unconditionally and be with her always and she’ll never leave me in my hard times .My simple warm talk can lit up her day. When she says she loves me she’ll love me forever . when she say I am yours then she is completely mine. When she says don’t leave me she really want me to be in her life forever.

I feel so special on the top of the world to get a girl who loves me so much who can leave everything for me.

Soon the drizzle became rainfall and I noticed myself in the same position ,arms spread but wet by the rain, I came inside the room. A feeling of ecstasy enthralled me.

Thanks for coming in my life and making me so special.

UNSAID UNKNOWN AND UNREVEALED

She suddenly said No No No No No !!Are r u busy??Am I disturbing u??? AND then smiled .I was perplexed and I inquired and she said nothing nothing, leave and started laughing. I was annoyed.

A polite "namestey ji! "Had made his life a lot more precious. An unknown essence was added in his life. An unknown shadow was spying him. An unknown care was hurting him. And unsaid words were haunting him. The unrevealed sensation was getting more and more familiar, soon he realized that his life was no longer his own.

The thing happened in his life called “magic”. The homo-sapien was becoming a robo-sapien. He started leading insomniac nights. The sudden attachment was getting more intense and more deeper. It was his first blind trust on someone. He started making her likings into his likings.

He always tried to identify the vague, diminishing, picturisation which he had created in his mind. He could feel the never smelled essence that was always around him. He could feel his fingers passing through her face. He could feel her in every breath that he takes, in every words that he says, in every rain drops as if she is caressing his face, in every times wind passes through his body gave goosebums . He could feel her in every silence and in every shadow that was always with him.

Every words that she said was worth preserving as a voice sample so he could recall it in his leisure time. Pronunciation correct and crispy and annunciation, clear and distinct. She never missed a chance to mystify her persona. She always forgets the questions that she had kept very-very carefully in a wrapper. He had always been in a dilemma weather she did it purposely to create a suspense or really she did. And soon he realized that his surroundings have been changed.

Life was’nt so great for him as it was now………..

Vanity in Grace

White, off white……
Wall clock, circular wall clock. Huge circular wall clock.
Huge circular off white wall clock on the pink wall. An exact twelve. The hour hand and the minute hand were one after around 3600 seconds of aching solitude. Sixty seconds of blissful companionship. But what if one seldom gets a companionship and for a few seconds. Well lets see how it goes…….
He strategically positioned himself in a manner where he could her over his friend’s shoulders. Picture an imaginary line running from his eyes , passing over shoulders and finally reaching her face that lit up every time she tossed her 440 watt smile. Her eyes a highly charged capacitor which comes into action when comes into contact.
It was always a uranium encrusted opportunity for him.
Sometimes when you pray a lot ,god gives you a few milliseconds when hours are less. Well these seconds were limit of integration which he embraces in his thoughts to keep him live. It is well said that “ a thing of beauty is joy forever”
They were the unspoken , unsaid, glittering face which were having a pair of those lie less eyes which always failed to say the false. Always sighing it down not to be intercepted by any invader. She was a 9.9 according to my bro.
Well whatever he says or whatever I’m gonna write it just an excuse to be near you. He too like other homo sapiens try to dodge sufferings and drift towards something that gives joy.
The way his eyes sudden lightened up when he spotted her. Their eyes locked in a gaze that almost seemed as if they were already caressing about each other. Her perfect stare was his lullaby, his mantra which offered him bliss.
Well he is just trying to chase his good times….

THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

It was the recess hour. Cats and mousses were running in my stomach. I quickly had some appetite. I looked up, the sky was blue absolutely blue and there was not a spot to be seen. The whole canvas was lit up by the splendid sun. Sunny summer mornings, standing in front of the canteen . I was alone, lost in the herds of students and prof’s. I headed towards my FED department. I had to give a seminar. I was hardly aware of them. I was about to give my plan a serious second thought when lightning struck. Well………you must have read countless books, innumerable movies celebrating with the arrival of the heroine. Strong blowing winds, thunderstorms strike and the front row Romeos acknowledges it with a sincere whistle. Poets and writers bring divine stuff from heaven, one reads about all the stuffs like thy(s), thou(s), thee(s). I have neither the ability of poet nor a writer but I must admit I was floored.

I go back to thunderstorm and lightings. I cannot explain it better. I spotted her in the main college lane. She looked amazing. She was like a painting, a song. Everything about her was graceful and dignified. Like breeze she flowed towards me, her hair flying and ear rings shining. She was breeze with a whiff of perfume . I was stunned . I couldn’t say that she was love at first sight or not but the dent she left in my heart was a big one, that one cannot recover. That was my case entirely, I was completely mesmerized, lost, enraptured,……………

When I closed my eyes, it all comes back to me and my heart dances with delight, the perfect picture….. her glowing face, her shiny flying hairs, her smooth walk, her shinning ear rings, her sky blue colored bag by her side, her orange suit with works of mirrors and gems and searching eyes.as she going towards the college store and I was heading towards the department. We crossed each other . the close-up only enhanced her beauty we exchanged sigh and I was drowned in her sweet aroma. Her searching eyes were sweet and beautiful. She had a sweet and milky complexion and her orange suit made her look more radiant. In the bright summer rays her skin seems flawless. She was blossoming in her outfit. Despite of heavy works in her suite, I could see her lissome figure. She had shiny black hairs and was wearing gold earrings. She was simple and beautiful. Perfect. Meanwhile I smiled and she returned the greeting with a smile. She had beautiful chiseled pink lips with a hint of gloss. Extremely kissable.

She was unlike the aggressive girls that one sees so often these days. Still I long for such a moment and I am for sure she will remain in heart and my mind forever and framed.